Worth more Broken. There's a song by Adelene called "Worth more Broken", but thats not exactly what I'm talking about. I'm talking about the idea that when I'm broken, I'm more easily mold and fixed into what I should be. The better version of me is shaped. When I'm all put together and everything is going great and I'm doing everything right, I have no reason to depend on God. So I think I'm worth a lot more broken. This is not to say we should all sit in our corners and have pity parties all the time, but it is okay for me to be broken or hurt or needy in some way. Needy for Christ to make His move on molding me.
I took a depressed-o-meter in my Wellness class the other day and evidently I'm depressed. But I don't think I actually am. I think that there are things in my life that are depressing, but in general I'm working on getting through things one thing at a time and trying to juggle the rest of life on the side. I'm a skilled juggler. I handle working, the gym, classes, homework, presentations, papers, and friends. I want to be good at all of it, but sometimes that just doesn't work out how I want it. I am worth more to God when I'm not able to do it all on my own. I'm more dependent on Him when I'm broken and I don't have it all together. This I see as a very successful realization.
No comments:
Post a Comment